I finished reading The Emperor’s Blades by Brian Staveley recently.
It got me thinking: A lot of books have characters who kill. Maybe not easily, maybe not often, but in the course of the book, they kill sooner or later. Some do kill easily.
Some of them take killing more seriously: Anita Blake, Dexter, Valyn from The Emperor’s Blades and a quite a few others in the same book. Quite a few from other grimdark fantasy, too. (I like that word: grimdark.)
Someone like Anita Blake only turned into a killer later in the series; she didn’t start out killing very easily.
Dexter has been a serial killer since early childhood. Maybe he had kind and gentle feelings when he was born, but maybe not.
Valyn is a soldier. And, yeah, soldiers of all ilk kill. That is their job. And he is not without the gentler feelings. But he kills when he must.
But I wonder if, after lots of betrayal and treachery, if he manages to keep any of his gentler feelings.
I am dreading that he won’t. I don’t want to watch turn him an emotionless killer. I don’t think he will ever turn into Dexter (he doesn’t have quite that much childhood trauma!) but still. I am sort of dreading reading the next book.